"What is that unforgettable line?”
― Samuel Beckett
Existentialism is when I discover that I'm the private joke that hasn't been shared with me ..I think Beckett would appreciate those who are able to pierce through that psychic prophylactic against comprehension and grasp the humor he observed and recorded. I have the idea that Beckett permeated the membrane that divides this reality from the metaphysical one, in Plato's sense of the term (and Wallace Stevens as well with his theories about the Supreme Fiction) and instead of finding Ideal Types as promised, he found an empty room.This can be a comedy Kirkegaard and Bergman can also get behind, a God who is silent and likely engrossed in anything other than what's going on in the human situation. People, his creations, are pretty much treated laundry or broken toys or anything else he refuses to deal with, repair or restore.
I always found it comic that the Idiot God we think is wise and all knowing is something human personalities entreat with prayer,mythology, art, poetry in order to give the world a sense of order, albeit an invisible one, and that there is meaning and purpose to the mostly terrible and tedious events and fates that befall us; the punchline is that we modify the dynamics of the imagined , purpose-giving narrative we think we assign the world as a means of making it seem as if there is reason and a greater purpose being served no matter how ugly, inane and repetitiously tragic like actually turns out to be.
Our conversations and our actions become bizarre and baroque, symbolic of nothing in particular. Man continues to entreat God for wisdom and God keeps playing with the remote control for something else to distract Him. Meanwhile , some of us would insist that there is indeed something arguably in place and permanent in a universe that that adheres to the 20th century paradigm of expanding attention-deficit randomness, love and music. Those two items are permanent items in the storage closet of words and the things they represent that have been dedicated to tripping us up and making us step on the rake yet again. But permanent in what sense? Like everything else already touched on in this compacted rant, it depends on who you talk to and whose theoretical alibi your willing to suspend disbelief for. But lets cut to the quick, slowly:
Love and music are not perfections of any sort, but rather, at their best, a brilliant crafting, or blend, of imperfect motives and tenuously played sounds. They are processes, albeit enjoyable ones. Things that are perfect are "done" and advance no further, and are dead.
Perhaps we should not settle for the cover letter that comes with our world and choose rather to live as long as we can do so, creatively, fruitfully, happy as we can make ourselves.