I found out last week from a posting by poet and educator Brandon Cesmat that his close friend and fellow poet Terry Hertzler had passed away. Terry was an energetic and constant force in the Southern California poetry scene. The loss of him is a sad moment for the community of poets and poetry aficionados in our town. I in the mid seventies, I believe, through a mutual friend, the great poet Paul Dresman. The precise time and place are lost to me--UCSD amid the Quonset huts? downtown San Diego at one of the CETA founded art shows and poetry readings? on a Hillcrest corner while in line at a bistro for a glass and a piece of keish? None of that , perhaps, but what matters was that Terry, a Vietnam vet who'd recently published his first book of poems, The Way of the Snake, recounting experiences and baked-impressions as a soldier in that ill-fated adventure, was a great guy, affable, gregarious, and , it turned out, a fine poet, a strong writer. Way of the Snake revealed what would become Terry's stylistic signature, a spare, lean presentation of image, impression, fact, a sharp and acute journalistic sense for the telling detail, an ear for the crusty, rich, terse rhythms of speech. He knew when to enter a scenario, he knew how to use the ever problematic first person pronouns, he knew how to build tension, and he knew when to fade to the background, to allow his scenarios to speak their own sweet and bitter ironies of death, love, the failure of men to do better in a world that confounds the rhetoric of good intentions. The man could write.
We were not close friends, but we ran in similar circles that make up the always rich and fascinating San Diego poetry community. He ran poetry series, championed the work of other writers, and had a small press from which he issued a steady stream of quality chap books that brought the world up to speed on how Terry was responding to the world, reflective, deeply felt, beautifully fit, image to page, word to musical phrase. At one point, the local poetry community seemed to revolve around Terry's activities, and it wouldn't be a lie to say we all benefitted from his presence. The quality of his writing and his ubiquity on the scene, his tireless efforts on behalf of verse in our city made him an ideal choice for San Diego Poet Laureate had the position existed some years back.There isn't much information about this fine poet's passing, and here I think it best to let the man's poetry speak for itself. These four poems are from Serving House Journal.
Why I’ll Never Understand People Who Claim to Have No RegretsI pick her up on Central Avenue, Saturday night,drugged out of her mind or crazy some other way.She’s young and beautiful, that tall, lanky lookof models or pampered Connecticut debutantes.She says her Mercedes is stranded at the bottomof the Salt River, under water, says she had to swimto shore. It’s August in Phoenix, the river nothing butdust and memories, but I take her home with me anyway.When she removes her dress, I see she’s pregnant,just beginning to show. After we have sex, she says,Look, we’ve made a baby, just like Mary and Joseph. I let her use my shower.Afterwards, she says she wants new clothes, somethingof mine to remember me by. I tell her all my clothesare dirty, that I’ve enchanted her dress, renewed itwith magic, and she claps her hands and kisses me.Twenty minutes later, I drop her off at Dunkin’ Donuts,say I’ll park the car round back then join her. I watch herwalk toward the door, long hair shining in the streetlight,then drive away.My Mother’s Green CoatA Christmas gift frommy brother and me,paid for with our paper-routeprofits, initially a strandof pearls, exchangedwhen my father said,boys, these are lovely, butwhat your mother really needsis a good winter coat: worn for years through frostand rain and uncertain day still worn out—the finest gift I ever received, I ever received, my mothersaid. I loved that coat, cried when I had to let it go— when I had to let it go—cherished, complete in thebest way a thing can be, as exquisite as a well-lived life.WillowsYesterday, I realized I’ve misplacedthe photograph of my father as a child,the one in which he’s standing with his brothersbeneath some willows, somewherein Pennsylvania or perhaps Ohio, near a river,shadows across their faces beneath the trees.They’re gone now. The shadows. The faces.Most likely even the trees.Phoenix, September 1977Standing naked in the front yardof my girlfriend’s house, 3:00 a.m.Sunday morning, a small,delicious defiance, air smellingclean, temperature in the 70s,breeze like cashmere across my skin,each pore open to the night, tingling.I could hear George Bensonon the stereo inside:Everything must change...nothing stays the same,the young become the old... And I didn’t care that it wouldn’t last,the exquisite now—without thoughtor analysis, past or future—this moment,stars grinning down, me grinning back.